I want to hold you like this bottle in my hand.

Last night, around 6 or so, I jogged for 2 hours straight.
Up crazy hills and around crazy neighborhoods.
I realized that I have so much music on my Zune and it was good to listen to the old ones.
I think this whole excersise thing is paying off because for once, I feel like things are going to be okay.

I have a few things to look forward to, to keep my mind from thinking the worst.



I'm starting the painting again. I'm really excited for this one I'm doing right now. I think its goign to turn out adorable, and hopefully, it will sell for a lot.

Big changes: [Excitement. Excitement. Excitement]

+ Dyed my hair. [I feel like myself again]
+ Getting tattooed the next saturday that I have money
[by my very best friend]
+ Happily excercising.
+ I'm pretty sure I got a new job. I'll find out monday for sure.
+ Loyalty & Friendship. [Surrounding myself with true friends]


I think I'm going to be alright.

Messy Hair

I find myself sleeping a lot lately. I really need to break this habbit.



My unemployment started coming [finally] So I'll be able to make rent.

I've been occupying my mind with things that make me happy
instead of things that make me sad. We'll see how it goes.

Getting over the overs.

I'm not giving up. I wont do it.

These are the things that have been entertaining me lately:








And of course:

Where would I be without her?

One day at a time. One day at a time. One day at a time.

WANTED!

I now own these shoes:

BCBG [non leather]



I dont know why I love this so much, but I do.




Also, I really really want the following:

Betsey Johnson

Betsey Johnson

BCBG


kthnxbai

Booya

I need the following things in my life:

[1] A job
[2] Money. Lots of it.
[3] Entertainment. I'm sick of being bored all the time

I think after I have these 3 things, I'll be juuust fine.



My birthday is officially in 3 days.
Although I did have a bday party last night
& my friends are better than yours.

Can't wait until the 14th. [My birthday]
Capricorn! w00t.

LOST

I lose myself way too easily.

[Recently] unemployed.
[Recently] single.
[Recently] renting.

I'm not incredibly unhappy.
But I do accept that I drink too much.
Which is not so much a problem no as I'm sure it will soon turn out to be.

I need a vacation &&& I know just the place!

This gum I'm chewing is getting gross.