WEAK AND POWERLESS

I've been holding it back for a while, trying to talk myself out of it. But finally, it caught up with me. I'm sick. In bed all day today. Hopefully this won't last very long. But luckily, I've got the best orange juice in town; so I'm told [I HATE orange juice]

For now, its Muse, Radiohead, TMZ, and movies allllll night. I guess this is what I get for having such a wonderful time in Las Vegas.



Maybe I got sick from these pleasant walks I've been enduring.
Saw 2 movies in the past 2 days: Taken and The International.
Clive Owen did an amazing job of stealing all my attention, as usual. & Taken was just a great movie to sit through. We had a nice time.

Can't wait for sushi.sushi.sushi. tomorrow night.

Ras Regas!!

such a good girls trip!

lots of walking, hot tubs, driving, and random photos

This is my favorite picture of the whole trip:


Mostly because I'm a bad ass.

We only managed to get 1 ticket because Jessica's radar detector is glorious.

FINALLY!

I'm getting all packed [yes packing 1 hour before we leave] and I'm discovering the old feelings of road tripping. I can bring my whole tube of toothpaste, my regular sized bottle of perfume [no mini's!] and I can bring my big Betsey Johnson bag! [no carry-ons!]



poolside, cocktail dresses and lights lights lights!

Here I come!

Dreaming

Most of all:




& I know you hate it, but embrace it. Its our future.

wanted!

OH PLEASE!!!



I want this so very much; & the shoes as well!

Its late at night and I'm still interneting! Someone HELP me.
I did manage to get a great deep condition in though.
For now I guess its tea and late night television.. possibly a movie.

I found these petit Fred Flare lip balms & they are so adorable!

please be vegan!

Also, I'd really like this restored ''Modern Victorian'' tea set:


another item I want and also am hoping are vegan:

Givenchy booties!
more likely than not they're leather. I am not excited for another 2 month search to find them in faux, like I did my sex and the city gladiator stilettos. WELL worth it though.


is it completely okay that I'm in love with the fact that this spring is going to be peaches, nudes and oranges? [that does not sound right]


& Lauren, thank you so very much. You are my dearest friend.


<33

break & mend

Things are changing. Not sure if its for the better just yet, but certainly changing. Valentines day was mediocre. Had a good morning, but by night, this was it:

Little [freezing cold] walk to the grocery store and watched movies all night.

Finally got the internet at my apartment. Excited!

I'm at a loss of what else to put down.
Maybe I'll think of something soon.

woops!

There goes all my pretty orange nail polish.

Vanilla chai tea + TMZ = Alex can't sleep.

I did have a wonderful day though. Woke up and went to the gym had a really, really great workout. Went grocery shopping took a nap, went to dinner with the closest of friends and then played harry potter (and the order of the pheonix) video game on the boy's PS3.

My body is oh so sore. I need a massage! Valentines day?

I rule.

I am still in such an uplift. I've missed this happiness.

My house finally has furniture! [pictures soon]

For some reason these hats:

bother me so incredibly much. Come on people.

Normally, I dont like jeans with whack sparkly designs on them but I LOVE these:

it probably has something to do with the fact that they were designed by Beyonce. I must have them!!!


Over the past couple days I've discovered my love for:
[1] Loose shirts
[2] Itallian Ceramics
[3] Tick-Tack-Toe
[4] Vanilla Chai Tea [only in teabags]

Okay, off to the Oriental Market.
[sushi.sushi.sushi]

Over the overs.

Things today, were terrific. I had a nice morning of Heaven Shall Burn & Coffee, then watched several movies and relaxed.

Good friends.

Good sleep

Good gifts ;)

Happy day.

Went to coffee shop with Jessica [obviously] and did some job seeking.

Wish me luck!!!

Hopefully tomorrow is as good as today was; although I could do without the shoe dilemma I had. sheesh

I feel great about my future. I'm doing an amazing job of being in touch with my independence and I can really say its great to be alone.

OH! and I'm so-o excited for February 20th!!! Girls trip!!!

Can't wait for warm weather, beaches, driving music, and best gals. 

Life is beginning to rule. 

[PS] One more:

My hair is outa control!

God damn, I feel like myself again

I am in an acceptionally good mood today. I haven't felt excitement in so long that its pooring out like a fountain. I'm actually really happy today. It feels good.

Planning an all girls trip for February 20th, and of course, I'm excited about that as well.

I'm losing weight rapidly. I love excersising. I love the gym. I love my New Balances. Life is good.

Coffee today with Jess. Expect more updates today.

Things for me are... indifferent. I can't feel anything anymore, so I might as well be happy about it. I've finally recieved all of my W2's so I think I'll do my taxes a bit early this year. Too bad I cant stick with my tradition of buying a swimming suit with the return this year. Oh well.


This is Bekky's kitty; yes, she is missing an ear.

Today is the first day I've actually put makeup on and went out.
I'm pretty proud of myself for that. I have a shoot on saturday morning that I'm not looking forward to. I guess for now, bubble baths, excersise, reading and finding a job.

Dinner with my dad tonight. I'm excited.

Please can I have this?


OH &&&& to Philp Degan: I dont care if youre on Liverpool, I still love you. Get better. Love Alex D.