Frisco

I'm almost done packing! I know I'm only going for a couple of days but you better believe my Betsey Johnson bag is packed up tight!



I'm excited to walk around Frisco and see what the hype is about. I'm planning on taking many pictures, hopefully it'll be a good time. &&& I might end up in Vacaville at night, who knows.

laaaaaaaaate!

Dreaming in black, white & blue

My dreams are so weird lately, this is what my dream last night meant:

To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life. They reflect your issues about commitment and independence. Alternatively, your wedding dream refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Such dreams are often negative and highlight some anxiety or fear.

To wear a wedding dress in your dream, indicates that you are evaluating and assessing your personal relationship.

To dream that you are at a graveyard, represents the discarded aspects of yourself. It is also a fear of the unknown. Alternative, it indicates a loss or a period of mourning.

To see a staircase in your dream, symbolizes change and transformation.

To see snow in your dream, signifies your inhibitions, repressed/unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. You may also be feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.

But I guess it all makes sense.


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There is nothing more I want than just one night that's free of doubt and sadness, one night that I can really feel

uh huh

Tonight was so much fun! I started out at Christen's Bday dinner, which it was so great to see my friends. I'm SO happy she liked the present I made her:




I also went to the Britney Spears concert tonight with the lovely Linda.
We sat in the VIP seats which were right in front of the stage, the closest ones you can get. It was so amazing!










There are more pictures of her on my Flickr.

I hope to have more fun nights like this in the future!!

this was made for me

I NEED this for the summer



My 2 favorite colors! Orange and Gold!!!!



&&&&! It's Applebottom!

The end of paralasys

After everything that's happened, and after how incredibly stupid, embarrassed and above all, how completely broken I feel I'm surprisingly motivated on painting. I have so many ideas just racing through my head that I have to write them all down before I forget. Hopefully this re-discovered creativity will make me some money again. I'm going to try everything I can to complete at least 1 painting by Saturday. Just a small one that I'm going to be giving away. & then I promised BF that I would do one for her but after that, it's on.
I can feel a definite isolation coming up; I think that's probably best anyway.




& This never fails to make me feel better.

Day 2

[weird angle to take a picture]



it's got to get worse before it gets better I guess

but I almost got to walking today!


I REALLY hope I can go to Lilly Allen. I'll die if I can't.

POP LOCK & DROP IT

I learned the hard way that pop, locking and dropping it is extremely dangerous for white girls like me.

Result:



1 day after the damage:

[how vegan of me to be using frozen veggies]

Can't walk. Can't stand. But it was oh so worth it.


& Vic, thanks for practically carrying me into my house last night.
You're the best.




------> Lesson learned.

Sunday - SIA

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Apocolypse Please - MUSE

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Left Behind - CANSEI DE SER SEXY

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Northern Downpour - PANIC AT THE DISCO

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Our Hell - EMILY HAINES

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
What Are You Waiting For - GWEN STEFANI

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Queen Of Apologies - THE SOUNDS

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Clean Getaway - MARIA TAYLOR

WHAT IS 2+2?
Killer Wolf - DANZIG

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
You're The Storm - THE CARDIGANS

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Nothing Came Out - THE MOLDY PEACHES

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Blame It On Bad Luck - BAYSIDE

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Bones - THE KILLERS

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Dress - BLONDE REDHEAD

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sunburn - MUSE

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Speak Easy - Maria Taylor

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Maps - THE YEAH YEAH YEAHS

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Heartbeats - THE KNIFE

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Strict Machine - GOLDFRAPP

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Gold Lion - THE YEAH YEAH YEAHS

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Landlocked Blues - BRIGHT EYES

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Feeling Good - MUSE

WHAT IS ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Gun - LOU REED

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Start Wearing Purple - Gogol Bordello

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Forever Fades Away - TIGER ARMY

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Luxurious - GWEN STEFANI

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Space Dementia - MUSE

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Coin Opperated Boy - THE DRESDEN DOLLS

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Cute without the "e" - TAKING BACK SUNDAY

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Sunday - SIA