Need a job!

So I dropped all of my classes. I'm really sad I had to, but I think that it will turn out for the better. I just need to prepare myself for next semester and really focus on getting a job right now. So if anyone knows of any restaurants or bars hiring.. I can serve up a storm or make a mean drink.

Today has been really relaxing.. well more so than any other day I've had. I have been getting caught up on Project Runway, drinking Diet Cherry Coke, painting my nails, looking for a job, tweeting a bunch and texting my thumbs off. Its been nice. So happy to have my internet/cable back on at home.
I'm a bit mentally drained and stressed, but I feel like I'm putting the pieces back together. Things have become more apparent on where I need to start, and what needs to happen instead of it just being a huge hole that I can't get out of. if that makes sense. Me getting things turned around is LARGELY because of my friend Charlie. I can't express how great it is to have someone like him. <3

So... this is yet another start and hopefully I don't find myself here ever again.

7 O'clock tonight

Thinking tonight will be the start of something new for me.

New addiction

Your worst battle is between what you know and what you feel.

I am back in the same spot that I was 2 months ago, and the 2 months before that.. and the 2 months before that.

I've always tried to believe differently, and tell myself its not true, but after this, I realize; I must be stupid.