The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering.



Thank you for finally, making it easy.

damn girl, dont hurt em

I've decided I'm spending my summer in velour/denim jumpsuits, ghetto hair styles and over sized accessories. I can't wait until its warm again!











And these shorts are going to be a constant this summer:








Kelis inspired corset top






This is going to be one ghetto fab summer & I'm so excited.

I'm just waiting on my customized "Alex D" bamboo earrings.

HOLLA.

In the past 48 hours I've:

+ Taken 4 bubble baths
+ Found about a million photographic treasures on the internet
+ Fell in love with Beyonce all over again with her song Halo
+ Cleaned house & did laundry
+ Became addicted to "Sorority Life" on Face Book
- Went to 2 different courts
+ Went to lunch with the lovely boy in my life
- Looked at pornographic magazines at Bob's magazine shop with N-word Ed.
+ Went to the gym and pumped some iron.
+ Planned two vacations for next month
+ Learned 2 Danzig songs & a Heaven Shall Burn song on the guitar
- Applied for a whole lot of new jobs
+ Watched the season finale of John & Kate + 8 with Emily
+ Got my Scentsy car candle

so if you want to meet evil..

This is what my backyard looks like, currently & I don't see the snow letting up anytime soon. So I'm of course, inside where I don't have to battle the roads with my bald, bald tires. Instead I'm drinking some tea, blogging and contemplating what to paint. I need to start selling paintings again so if anyone's interested, get at me.



My mother just called and told me that her, my sister Andrea and I are going to be going to Kanab on Monday [a week from today] Idk for how long yet but I'm pretty excited because I haven't been there in the 3 years she's owned that house. The weather is supposed to look nice so we'll probably do some hiking and its going to be fun. I just need to remember sun block!

As for everything else, things are going pretty alright. I'm not worried about a lot of the things I should be worried about, if that makes sense. But that's how I like to live my life.. worry free.

Sylvia Ji

I can't describe how much I love Sylvia Ji's artwork. I am completely envious with how well she can paint women. If my paintings even came remotely close to anything of hers I would be completely satisfied with my art.

I'm listening to classical music, drinking tea and reading post secrets; and for some reason, if any reason at all, I'm really, really sad.

Maybe it's because I realize how many secrets I have.

I am making my current problems my last priority. I have more important things to think about right now. I only care about myself from now on. I'm sick of being mentally exhausted with things that are destined to work themselves out. I'm going to do what I want, and I don't care; not anymore.