Frisco

I'm almost done packing! I know I'm only going for a couple of days but you better believe my Betsey Johnson bag is packed up tight!



I'm excited to walk around Frisco and see what the hype is about. I'm planning on taking many pictures, hopefully it'll be a good time. &&& I might end up in Vacaville at night, who knows.

laaaaaaaaate!

Dreaming in black, white & blue

My dreams are so weird lately, this is what my dream last night meant:

To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life. They reflect your issues about commitment and independence. Alternatively, your wedding dream refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Such dreams are often negative and highlight some anxiety or fear.

To wear a wedding dress in your dream, indicates that you are evaluating and assessing your personal relationship.

To dream that you are at a graveyard, represents the discarded aspects of yourself. It is also a fear of the unknown. Alternative, it indicates a loss or a period of mourning.

To see a staircase in your dream, symbolizes change and transformation.

To see snow in your dream, signifies your inhibitions, repressed/unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. You may also be feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.

But I guess it all makes sense.


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There is nothing more I want than just one night that's free of doubt and sadness, one night that I can really feel

uh huh

Tonight was so much fun! I started out at Christen's Bday dinner, which it was so great to see my friends. I'm SO happy she liked the present I made her:




I also went to the Britney Spears concert tonight with the lovely Linda.
We sat in the VIP seats which were right in front of the stage, the closest ones you can get. It was so amazing!










There are more pictures of her on my Flickr.

I hope to have more fun nights like this in the future!!

this was made for me

I NEED this for the summer



My 2 favorite colors! Orange and Gold!!!!



&&&&! It's Applebottom!

The end of paralasys

After everything that's happened, and after how incredibly stupid, embarrassed and above all, how completely broken I feel I'm surprisingly motivated on painting. I have so many ideas just racing through my head that I have to write them all down before I forget. Hopefully this re-discovered creativity will make me some money again. I'm going to try everything I can to complete at least 1 painting by Saturday. Just a small one that I'm going to be giving away. & then I promised BF that I would do one for her but after that, it's on.
I can feel a definite isolation coming up; I think that's probably best anyway.




& This never fails to make me feel better.

Day 2

[weird angle to take a picture]



it's got to get worse before it gets better I guess

but I almost got to walking today!


I REALLY hope I can go to Lilly Allen. I'll die if I can't.