Hearts aren't really our guides.
We are truly alone.
'Cause God ain't up in the sky,
Holding together our bones.

I will not spend my time missing something I'll never have.
I will not spend my time wanting something I can't have.
I will not count on my hopeless imagination.
I will not send it, and you can't make me.
I will not look for you in everything I do.


I will forget you, and trust that you have already forgotten me.
I will stop thinking we were getting close.
I will start crawling out instead of falling further in.
I will stop feeling bad and start feeling nothing.
I will go back to making nice things when I am in love with the world again.



I will walk away from you and I will not, ever, look back.

ugh.

I have a mid term test today.

looking ahead

I have a lot to look forward to in the next little while:



Austin

Jackson Hole
New York
Portland
Seattle
Miami [for the HP theme park]


& Paris




Things are coming up so soon.. so many little weekend trips. I want to do as much traveling as I can while I can. This summer is going to be incredible! I just hope I can budget/manage well enough to do everything that I want. Which means, no more impulsive shopping & try not to eat at restaurants as much. Those are my 2 guilty pleasures. Basically I just have to plan on work all day and school all night so that I don't have time to spend. I need to work out a serious budgeting plan and keep myself occupied with activities that will distract me from spending [I have a serious problem] But I think I can do it!!!

Test today

Wish me luck!